Foolish

Although I have try my best to change my mind...

Finally...Fail again...
 

But I really cannot control myself...

When I saw his post pop out on my page...

I really can't control myself to think about him...

When I stay alone in the night...

I will refresh the sadness memories...

I know Daren is treating me very well...

He tries his best to help me forget about him...

but...

I still love him....

Although is already 2 months past...

The feeling still there...

I'm really a bad girl...

Jose!!!

Awake please!!!

He doesn't need you anymore!!!

You just a backup person for him!!!

Just a backup...

Stranger

Is it every couple after break is very hard to be a friend again...

Now...

Just like a stranger...

Someday...

I will miss the one I loved...

I thought I can let go everything...

But...

It is really hard to let go...

I have try...

But...

is fail...

When refresh back everything...
I still feel very sad...

I know he has already forget everything about me...

Cause he just want someone to balance his heart break...

But I still fool until go couple with him...

At least I won't feel regret couple with him...

I have try to find topic to chat with him...

But don't know why...

We really hard to chat or share...

I know I am shy when facing him...

Then I really don't know how to share my story...

I thought I can go dating with him...

Like watch a movie together or take my hand tight walking around...

But his message really break all my dream...

After couple with him...
I keep all my missy temper...

He changes me well!

But he doesn't like me anymore...

I tell myself everyday...

Forget everything about him...

Let go everything...

but...

Is really take time to do it...

I hope I can...

He is the person who I secretly love for years...

It is truth...
Just I am not dare to tell him only...
But now is not important for him anymore...