Like Before

Summer got cold and twisted
It wasn’t quite how I’d wished it
But maybe that’s it, what’s done is done
Been searching in case I missed it
Or evidence it existed
But everything around me says its gone 

I’m shivering with the change of the seasons
And I only wish that things could be

Like before like before, when we were young
Like before like before, what have we become
Like before like before, so distant from
Like before like before, what have we done

Somehow we’ve just outgrown it
Its been a while we’ve both known it
You say its not so, but I can tell
Not ready to be alone yet
Your heart on your sleeve postpones it
But misery’s a look you don’t wear well

I realise there’s no sense in the reasons
But I only wish that things could be 

Like before like before, right at the start
Like before like before, when we had heart
Like before like before, we built this guard
Like before like before, we came apart

Before we gave up on our dreams
Before we learned what lonely means
Before we let the hurt set in
Before our patience wore this thin
Before the fights were tired and old
Before resentment took its hold
Before we started keeping score
Before we needed something more
Before we lost our will to try
Before the moment passed us by
Before we let it slip away
Before we settled for today

Deserve

 

I think...


I'm thinking that....


If someone that can affect your mood easily~
Maybe that is the one who can end up your single life~

But....
My friend says that I'm the one who so simple n stupid...=_=

Fine then....
The God will bring the right person to me~


I learn a lot of things before the right person~ ~

Watch movie alone
Listen music alone
Lunch alone
Talk alone
Drive alone
Being stupid alone

It is the experience to tell myself...
Before the right one pop out...


You used to be loneliness~

Then you will more treasure the one who beside you~

But...
The sadness is...


There is...
No one will do the same thing that you do to him~

But....
I know there will be someone exception ^^


Because I believe ~

There is someone will bring you joy  ^^
Yup! I hope that I'm right!

I'm single by choice, 

and I will continue to be 

till ...

I meet someone that deserves me.

Eventful

 A man who keeps a diary pays, Due toll to many tedious days; 

But life becomes eventful - then, His busy hand forgets the pen. 

Most books, indeed, are records less Of fulness than of emptiness.

If you like a guy

What would you care about?

For me...

What we interested in daily life.

If got same interest, 

we can have non-stop conversation XD

Share the idea...

Design together...

Have a common goal in life.

We can complete it together =)

 

He is rich or poor.
That's not my business =) 

Always show off that your guy how rich?
Is that a relationship?
or just a thing for you to show off?

Simple is happiness for me.

Don't have expensive present, but he is with me.

I will feel very happiness XD

I am easily satisfied! 

Really like a blind fly~ 

Crush on you XD

Crush

 What is love? 

Love is when one person knows all of your secrets... your deepest, darkest, 

most dreadful secrets of which no one else in the world knows... 

and yet in the end, 

that one person does not think any less of you; 

even if the rest of the world does.

Im not confident...

I hate this game...

It make me get lost...

It make me out of control...

I feel 

happiness

sad

touch

I want to know you more...

because I

Crush on you...

But you...=[

Direct!?

 Why not "Do you have a girlfriend?" Direct "I want to chase you?"

Sometimes really think like that...

But...

Im not that brave...

You maybe will reject me...

I will hurt that much!

Should I try?!

But I lost your hp number...

No hope already...

Maybe 

You have forget me already...

Maybe

You got a girlfriend now...

Maybe 

I shouldn't have a try...

Sorry that

I miss you here...

Missing

I miss you when something good happens,  

because your the one I want to share it with. 

I miss you when something is troubling me, 

because your the one that understands me so well. 

I miss you when I laugh and cry, 

because I know that you are the one 

that makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. 

I miss you all the time, 

but I miss you the most when I lay awake at night, 

and think of all the wonderful times 

that we spent with each other for those were some of the best 

and 

most memorable times of my life.

Problem

Do you want to know what my problem is?

I will tell you what my problem is,

I LOVE YOU I love your name,

I love the way you look at me,

I love your gorgeous smile,

I love the way you walk,

I love your beautiful eyes,

I love what you look like when you are asleep,

I love the sound of your laugh,
to hear your voice fills my entire heart with an indescribable feeling.

I love the way I can be having the worst day of my life and seeing you completely changes my mood.

I love how when you touch me I get weak,

that is my problem...

But

I'm mad at myself, not you.
I'm mad for always being nice, 

always apologizing for things I didn't do, 

for getting attached, 

for making you my life, 

depending on you, 

wasting my time on you, 

thinking about you, 

following you, 

changing for you, 

forgiving you, 

wishing for you, 

dreaming of you, 

and most of all... 

for not hating you which I know I should... 

but I can't.

Change

Growth is the only evidence of life.  

For everything you have missed, you have gained something else, 

and for everything you gain, you lose something else.

Change is the essence of life. 

Be willing to surrender what you are for what you could become.

Any change, even a change for the better, is always accompanied by drawbacks and discomforts.

It really changed my life. When we split up, something changed, permanently, in me. 

My heart sort of broke that day, and it will never be the same.

Do not brood over your past mistakes and failures as this will only fill your mind with grief, regret and depression. 

Do not repeat them in the future.

We are not the same persons this year as last; nor are those we love. 
 It is a happy chance if we, changing, continue to love a changed person.

  

Life is change. Growth is optional. Choose wisely.

Change starts when someone sees the next step.

The first step toward change is awareness. The second step is acceptance.

I read some quotes about CHANGE today~

It is awesome!

 

Actually I want to talk about the Changing of me =D

My friends say I have change a lot!

Like

Become brave AND complain a lot XD

Not like a kitten anymore =D

Because 

Since I was in secondary school...

There were only people bully me...

And

I am like a kitten in the class...

But now!

Jose CHANGE already!

Like

I  DARE to drive to everywhere!

When people bully me, I will scold them back!

And another...

I feel that my guy love me a lot!

And I treat him very bad lo!!!

Always scold him =D

cannot do this cannot do that~

Just like a sassy girlfriend!

But 

For the past relationships...

I am just like a little girl little kitten~

And they don't like me...=[

And the conclusion is...

Broke up FAST!

Is it nowaday...

Boys like girls like TIGER?!

Treat them bad~

Scold them~

This is a FUN for couple?!

hahahahaha~~~~ XD

Anywhere...

Im enjoying~ =D

Changing

 
两个人一起久了，

女的会越来越爱男的，

男的越来越随便。 

男的会说女老是胡思乱想，

女的就说男已经变了不像以前那么宠她…

其实大家都没变，

只是时间变了，

因为彼此关系变亲密了，

习惯对方，

所以不会再像热恋那样，

女的会胡想， 

无论如何请不要对爱情偷懒，

否则只有平淡.

然后矛盾争吵再到分手。

An article my friend share =]

Stranger

Is it every couple after break is very hard to be a friend again...

Now...

Just like a stranger...

Someday...

I will miss the one I loved...

I thought I can let go everything...

But...

It is really hard to let go...

I have try...

But...

is fail...

When refresh back everything...
I still feel very sad...

I know he has already forget everything about me...

Cause he just want someone to balance his heart break...

But I still fool until go couple with him...

At least I won't feel regret couple with him...

I have try to find topic to chat with him...

But don't know why...

We really hard to chat or share...

I know I am shy when facing him...

Then I really don't know how to share my story...

I thought I can go dating with him...

Like watch a movie together or take my hand tight walking around...

But his message really break all my dream...

After couple with him...
I keep all my missy temper...

He changes me well!

But he doesn't like me anymore...

I tell myself everyday...

Forget everything about him...

Let go everything...

but...

Is really take time to do it...

I hope I can...

He is the person who I secretly love for years...

It is truth...
Just I am not dare to tell him only...
But now is not important for him anymore...

We...

明明是两个不可能的人。
选择了在一起。


我知道我们不会有结果，但是 我们都很爱过对方。
可惜我们还太年轻，不够成熟。


我们的相爱太早发生。
在别人眼里是错爱。


常常想， 我们分开以后， 多出来的自由该怎么办？


才知道原来爱情那么难。


不过， 正如你所说。
我们都不相信永远， 只要现在快乐，现在开心、幸福。 很感谢有你。


就算以后不会有结果， 只要我们珍惜过彼此。
也不会有遗憾。                






我只想说，很爱你。