Plan

I decided to give up to study abroad,

My friends kindled my impulse again...

Now, I have to struggle for it...

In fact, I really want to study abroad!
But for some reason I had to give up...

What is the reason?

I don't want to say la...

I plan to go Aus...

But....

My grandma says better go UK...=_=

Why I want to go oversea?!

Not the classic reason...

Because...

I want to force myself to be more mature...

I want to in an unfamiliar environment...
Learning independent!

I confuse already.....

Where to go?!

I think I will go apply the PTPTN~

Because I don't want to bother my daddy...>.<

I haven't tell my daddy that I want to study abroad...

Because now is not the right time to tell him...

After I tell him my plan...

I know what my daddy gonna tell me and...

If you want to apply PTPTN, 

Why don't you borrow from me?!

Limit

Nowadays...
My life like wearing a mask...

You know my name 


But...
Not my story...

Nowadays...
I'm Jose!
Not Tho Mang Yee anymore...

I want to be stronger...


but...


In the middle of the night...
I'm still the original me~

I do not like to snatch other people's stuff...

Johnvi told me that...

Just stop there, 
It is enough for you already~
Don't let everything become so complicated~


And the important thing is....
Don't fool yourself~

Cheer~

Follow your heart~
Listen to your heart~

I am very sensitive...
Although it is a....
Very simple things can affect my mood...

I can be happy or sad easily...

I would be so because I care...

You know me?

Deserve

 

I think...


I'm thinking that....


If someone that can affect your mood easily~
Maybe that is the one who can end up your single life~

But....
My friend says that I'm the one who so simple n stupid...=_=

Fine then....
The God will bring the right person to me~


I learn a lot of things before the right person~ ~

Watch movie alone
Listen music alone
Lunch alone
Talk alone
Drive alone
Being stupid alone

It is the experience to tell myself...
Before the right one pop out...


You used to be loneliness~

Then you will more treasure the one who beside you~

But...
The sadness is...


There is...
No one will do the same thing that you do to him~

But....
I know there will be someone exception ^^


Because I believe ~

There is someone will bring you joy  ^^
Yup! I hope that I'm right!

I'm single by choice, 

and I will continue to be 

till ...

I meet someone that deserves me.

Resolutions

Yeah~~~

It is year 2012 now~

A brand new YEAR!

I celebrate New year EVE with my lovely sister in the karaoke room~

It was an AWESOME night!!!

haha~~~~^^

And....

I got a smart phone now!

Yeah~

Happy to have it and I can upload my daily life in every moment ^^

Well,

What's going to do and plan in year 2012?!

New Year's resolutions! 

 

hmmm....

Firstly,

I want to format my Lappie ^^

It almost 'die'~

After that...

I want to bake cookies!!!

For my lovely sister- Mei Hwa, Yen Li and Jinly!

And then....

Have busy date and play during Chinese New Year~

And....

I'm going to graduate soon....April....

Nervous and Worry....

Haiz.....

Besides that,

I'm going to have a education trip 
to Malacca with Juniors and Seniors.

Maybe....

I want to go to BEACH~~~

Enjoy the summer day!!!

Woohoo~~~

And.....

I hope to find a Boyfriend this year~

If I can..... LOL XD

Where those GOOD guy been?!

They are transparent now for me....>.<

Inexplicable

I'm so stupid...

Finally...

I know it...

Yup...

Sad ah...

What's the point I being sad?

So stupid...

I'm not the lucky one...ever

Always do something stupid...

After that being sad at the dark corner...

Not single...

Well, He is not single...

Which mean no chance already...

Hmm...

Alright...

Perhaps now is not the right time...

Give up...

Stop crush on now...

Yup...

Just try my best...

A piece of lemon for me...

Haha...

Weird...

Wake up

I find out something...
It make my dream broke...?

It is not over-thinking.
It is reality in front of me.

I really take it seriously...
But...

There is a wall blocking him...

It is hard to get into.

I tried...

The result is "FAIL" ?

I have no idea...

Just give up?
or
Keep on?

 

I'm happy for sure...

That

You reply my message =)

and

I'm happy like crazy!

Hahaha~~~ XD

Still in a dream?

Maybe is the time to wake up now...

Weird

We are shaped by our thoughts; 

we become what we think.

When the mind is pure, 

joy follows like a shadow that never leaves.

I'm not angry anymore

I'm not emotion anymore

Why I'm so weird?!

The mind has a thousand eyes. 

And the heart but one; 

Yet the life of a whole life dies When love is done.

Everytimes...

Just 

scream out...

laugh...

Cry out...

sleep...

After that...

Then I will forget the bad things...

So strange and weird... ==

But that's me...

Success is not the key to happiness. 

Happiness is the key to success. 

If you love what you are doing, you will be successful.

Fine~
At least that I'm happy now ==