SPOIL-ing

 Engaged...eloping...emotionally entangled during an Eclipse

Awww~~~~

I Love elephant very very much!

PS: Elephant Doll

Wakakaka~~~~

So cute, right?!

Im dying to get one!!!!

Let's note down tonight

erm....

Is midnight now....

I can't sleep because of the 3D rendering stuff....

I have already wait for 1 view to render in 5 hours!!!!!

Oh~~!!!! 

I feel sleepy now!

still got 40% to go....

And 

My grandma has ready some food for me 

to have my supper....

with 100plus....

I want Milo la~~~~

But I'm not dare to step in the kitchen...

hahahaha

because.....

Worry that I will get more snack as my supper!!!

Terrible news for me!!!!

Im getting fat now!!!!

every night rushing the never end assignment....

and

Sit on the chair.....

whole day!!!!!

I want to bang the bed please!!!!!

Sleepy Sleepy Sleepy~~~ >_______<

I hate Nippon paint!!!!

Because of the competition so strict

Have to complete every Little Little things!!!!!

Why want so detail and strict la!!!!

Stupid!!!!

Another Sweet night......SPOIL AGAIN!!!!

>_______________________<

About Diary

以前的我

是个对自己的样貌没自信的女生

还是个有严重虎牙的女生

皮肤又黑

是超黑的！！

真的

很羡慕那些漂亮又白的女生

可是

那时的我

无论化妆还是时尚

一点兴趣都没有

简单的说

是丑小鸭。。。

在遇到初恋后，

一切都改变了。。。

他很喜欢我

当然

我也很喜欢他

可是 

背叛毁了我的初恋。。。

在那之后，

自己就对爱情没抱什么期望了

也鼓起了勇气

去绑牙

那是个很辛苦的过程。。。

我没后悔

在那之后，

样子也慢慢变了

也很努力的去美白

真的试过很多美白方法

两年后

皮肤白了

牙齿也变整齐了

也碰了几次钉

受了那些服装设计的学生影响

我开始看时尚杂志

也开始上网看video学习化妆

那个我一直暗恋的学长

开始对我展开了追求

当时的我

以为他只是在开玩笑

就只是应酬他罢了

可是

我们开始每天SMS对方

那也成了我的习惯

在他告诉我

他是认真的后

我也不再警告自己不要喜欢上他

我真的很喜欢他

不久后

我们开始交往了

可是

他从没见过我

我开始

对我们第一次见面那晚

担心了

在见面前一晚失眠了

不知是兴奋过度还是在担心

那天晚上一切都很顺利

他也介绍了他的brothers给我认识

在那之后

我每天都很开心

真的很开心

也收起了大小姐脾气

可是

好景不长

我发现我们的关系开始疏离

也发现原来他不是我想象中那么好

发现了他的缺点

可是我还是接受了

什么都没关系

喜欢一个人不就是要包容他的缺点吗？

不久后

他

好像开始不喜欢我了

我每天都过得很不开心

在我生日那天

还以为要自己过的

结果

他说要回来陪我过生日

我知道后

真的差点感动到哭

虽然没蛋糕和礼物

可是有他陪我就够了

那晚之后的几天

我们分手了

我哭惨了

五年的暗恋

换来了42天的感情。。。

电话不再响了

也没有他的短信了

我已习惯你每天早上的短信

很难改掉的习惯

很悲

在那几天

一直压于着所有情绪

在见到自己的好姐妹后

所有情绪就爆出来了

她们也很意外

可是我还是忍着没哭出来。。。

不久后

他在FB删除了我

再一次的崩溃

我又做错什么了？

最后

还是接受了

5个月了

没有再看他的page了

可是我好像还没放得下

我很固执吧？

在自己一个人时

会有种想哭的冲动

常在想。。。

如果我们没开始那该多好

至少我们还是朋友

还可以打闹谈天的

那是个遗憾了。。。

在和他分开后

Daren开始对我展开热情追求

可是

我真的很想和Daren保持着很好很好朋友的关系

他对我很好

可是我不好

他很喜欢我

可是我对他只是很好很好朋友的喜欢

他体谅我

体谅我还没放得下那个遗憾

Daren陪我逛街看戏来拟补我的遗憾

朋友都说我有那么好的多金混血帅哥都不珍惜

我们还在暧昧关系

我觉得暧昧就好了

因为

摘不到的果实是甜的 =]

Awesome night

 A simple celebration, a gathering of friends
here is wishing you great happiness, a joy that never ends.

It is a happy day tonight =]

Im Going to meet my Old Friends!

But...

I have been late...

Sorry ya~!!!

That bear so bad~

Send me a message when Im driving.

Message about he gonna leave because Im late...

Then we chat about many things~

About Studies, relationships, and more~

 

Im chating with them~

They are so bad!!!

Keep on BULLY me!!!

After that we move to another place to continue =]

Hahaha~!!!

My turn to bully the bear~!!!

And they call it Jose's drop teeth show XD
LOL~~~XD

Actually I just ask something and say something...
Then they laugh until sot!

Anyway~
It is an Awesome gathering~~~
Love you guys!!!

Meet you next time =]


Outfit of the day =]

 

Pillow Fun

 The innocent seldom find an uncomfortable pillow.

Last Wednesday

I am rushing my 3D assignment~

 and

I just started to learn the 3ds Max only~

Damn hard to use it~

I don't know how to adjust the light intensity...

My guy got teach me but I also don't know have to choose what...

coz we are using different 3ds max...

I can't finish my assignment...

Then have to stay late to finish everything~!!!

OT....

Yes~~

The good thing is...

My guy accompany me to finish it~

Lucky that he don't have class tomorrow~

So...hahaha~~

PS: I didn't force him to accompany me~

And the worst thing is...

The 3ds max keep crush!!!!

I lost the file 3 times!!!

Im gonna get crazy after that~!!!

And I almost want to destroy the desktop and keyboard~

Sry....I can't control myself la~!!!

You have to know that time is about 3am!!!

And 

I don't have enough time to do it already~!!!

Then my guy call me to rest awhile and have a cup of coffee~~

erm...

Okie~

Because I started feel sleepy...

When I came back to my laptop~

My guy said he wants to play a song using guitar to me~

 

Aww~~~

Love you much la~!!!

When I focus listen to his sound....

Suddenly....

A big fat pillow hit his head!!!

And his face is o_o

Alan throw him a pillow!!!

and said what's the time now?!

Still play guitar?!

I need to have a nice rest!!!

Yes~!!!

I laugh until sot~!!!

My guy almost get mad..

but he knows that he is wrong

So~

hahahahhaa~~~~

Is freakin funny le~~~

until now I still laugh about it~~~

After that I don't feel sleepy anymore~

And 

In the end I finish everything~

Thanks my guy!!!

Love your lot lot lot ya~!!!!

hahahahaha~~~=]

Unluck-y

Last Saturday...

Bad luck from head until foot...

First

in the morning

Wake up late~~~

Simply make up and forgot to dry my hair...

Then drive back to Old house to dry it...

After class...

Plan to go Timesquare to buy something...

Date my guy also~

Wait him almost 2 hours... =.="'

In the parking area...

The car infront of me stop suddenly!!!

and turn his car back!!!!

Of course that I scream Loudly in my car!!!!

And keep HON him~!!!

Lucky that he stop...

But almost hit my car~~~ =.="'

After that I still feel scare...

Then call my Best friend and my guy~~~

Very funny that I Scream loudly to my guy~~~

And he rushs to TS to find me~~~

But after that I have no mood to shop...

But!!!

My guy says everything he pays

So I buy something to calm down myself....

After that...

We went to Starbucks to have a cup of Coffee~~~

After that...

We leave~~~

I drive to a road that less car and ...

There got Traffic Police~!!!

I dunno what I did wrong

Then he stop me aside...

Ask for my Lesens

and

Ask do I know what I did wrong...

Of course I say dunno...

Then he says I cut double line... =.="'

And want to give me summon!!!

Then I says I dont want~~~

Then he says then how?~

I think he is waiting me to give him money...

In the end I Dont give him money and I says I dont want summon~~~

I use english He use Malay...

In the End End~~

He let me go~~~

hu~~~~

I almost cry la~~~

Call my guy again....

and cry to him again~~~~!!!!

What a bad day =.="'

Say Cheese !

 

Say Cheese! Always open to serve your heavenly desires.

Say Cheese!!!

Yeah~~~ I can live without braces now!!!

But still have to put on the teeth cover at night...

Well~

The process is long~

It took two and a half years...

Anywhere~

It had past!!!

Now I get pretty teeth~!!!

But...

I still have to take care when eating something hard...

haiz~~~

In the last process of the doctor helps me to remove the braces...

I only can use 1 word to describe it....

SCARY~!!!!

Yes~~~

It is very scary!!!!

and a little bit pain...

But I still can handle la~~~ =D

Well...

Finally, I want to say....

I love you my teeth~~~ =D

Missing

I miss you when something good happens,  

because your the one I want to share it with. 

I miss you when something is troubling me, 

because your the one that understands me so well. 

I miss you when I laugh and cry, 

because I know that you are the one 

that makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. 

I miss you all the time, 

but I miss you the most when I lay awake at night, 

and think of all the wonderful times 

that we spent with each other for those were some of the best 

and 

most memorable times of my life.