My busy life

I'm getting busy...
After Chinese New Year...

Have to settle a lot of things...

Firstly,
My portfolio's theme and concept.

I prepared few interesting themes for it

But...
Mr.Jason keep asking me the question that I can't answer...

So...
It mean...
Ideas' crash!

I have to think another theme...

But!

Lucky that my beloved Lisa told me something about myself!
and...
I got the idea for my portfolio!

Color of contrast

Because she said I always simply mix and match the colors!
LOOOOL~~~

Ya! Strongly agree for what she said!

Fine then...
My portfolio's theme...
SETTLE!!!

Secondly,
Was my Stage and Exhibition design

hmmm....
The concept for my stage design also crash jor...

Very sad...

Sumore my head can't even think about new concept...
and...
Headache!

Because I have no time to think for a new concept~
So I use the simple concept for my stage design!

Which is Leaves Vein!

And...

Thanks God that I still got the higher marks!!!

 
After that,
I have to think about the Degree course...

I want to go oversea...
But...
Fine then...

Maybe in the future~

I will also take my Degree...
But in KL~

I'm not happy...
Because I can't meet my classmate jor...

I will be very miss them!
For sure!!!

The last things...
I think I am in love~

Not really~
Feel so blur~

He looks not that interest...
And...
Feel that he is getting far from me...

Maybe I am over thinking...

or maybe I need to accept what the feng shui man said...
Which is I can't get a relationship in this year...=.=

haiz....

Ya...It is sad...
But...

I'm still the happy Jose =D

I guess....

Gossip

After karaoke with my friends~

We went to Mamak stall for Dinner～

but...

I think is supper la~

LOL XD

Suddenly we talk about guy~

Ex-bf and the person we crush on!!!

Those things have to wait until no guy there only can talk about~

When we talk about the feeling~

We all have in common！

and....

We kept nodding！

  

We strongly agree for this~

But.....

Guys are very Passive and Slow.....

When you see his name online...

You will be very very excited!!

But...

When he offline....

You will be very disappointed.....and DOWN....

Even he only LIKE your post on Facebook~

Just a LIKE or Comment~

It can let you feel excited and happy whole day!!!

That's why we post a lot of things on Facebook....

LOL XD

Or....

Even you can sit in a distance and look at him...

Girls are very easy to satisfy!

But....

Guys don't know it......

We are not only looking forward and eager to...

We not dare to.....

Because....

 

For fear of being rejected...

If we take action....

Will you step out the first step?

I'll wait....

 

Ready

Gonna get ready for everything about Graduation Show la~~~

After 2 days class...

I feel STRESS!!!

Chinese New Year is coming soon...

Keep calm myself don't be so worry and nervous...

There still got 10 weeks for you to get ready...

But I don't think is enough for me....

Portfolio ---- Think about the theme and my personality

I want colorful story book~ 

Joyful~~~ ^^

Hehehe~~ XD

Stage design ---- Think about the stupid theme " HIJAU "

It make my brain crash and headache....

But...

I think I can find the best way to show the theme!

Lucky that.... 

No need to make a mod up for the stage!!!

Oh~ Thanks GOD!!!

I still need to design my name card....

Johnvi!!!!

I need your help BOSS!!!

But....So sad.... He is busy for a big project...

So don't want to disturb him la~~~

Daren?!

That busy architect student...

Study hard now~

I know he very good in Photoshop and Illustrator~

But...

I don't feel like want to ASK him for help!!!

I decide to Design it by myself~~

It will have my own personality~~~

LOL XD

For the next thing...

I have to improve my presentation skills!

I think I need to take to the mirror everyday~

Hope they don't think that I become MAD!

Hahahaha~ XD

After that....

I need to prepare make-up stuff...

Dress, High Heel......Bla Bla Bla~~~

Dress....

What kind of dress?!

Sexy?! 

Definitely........NO!!!

Then?!

I dislike high heel....

But....

I have to wear it....

and...

I have to think about which kind of high heel is more safety!!!

LOL XD

I worry I fall down accidentally on the STAGE!!!

OMG!!!

It is terrible...

I think I have to wear it and practice more as well~~ >.<

One Two... One Two... SAD~~~~

Make up....

Which style better?!

and...

Hair also~~~

OMG!!!!

Why I'm a GIRL?!!!!

So many things have to cover....

Stupid!!!

In the end....

I want to say....

Jose...wish you luck and all the best~ ^^

Plan

I decided to give up to study abroad,

My friends kindled my impulse again...

Now, I have to struggle for it...

In fact, I really want to study abroad!
But for some reason I had to give up...

What is the reason?

I don't want to say la...

I plan to go Aus...

But....

My grandma says better go UK...=_=

Why I want to go oversea?!

Not the classic reason...

Because...

I want to force myself to be more mature...

I want to in an unfamiliar environment...
Learning independent!

I confuse already.....

Where to go?!

I think I will go apply the PTPTN~

Because I don't want to bother my daddy...>.<

I haven't tell my daddy that I want to study abroad...

Because now is not the right time to tell him...

After I tell him my plan...

I know what my daddy gonna tell me and...

If you want to apply PTPTN, 

Why don't you borrow from me?!

Limit

Nowadays...
My life like wearing a mask...

You know my name 


But...
Not my story...

Nowadays...
I'm Jose!
Not Tho Mang Yee anymore...

I want to be stronger...


but...


In the middle of the night...
I'm still the original me~

I do not like to snatch other people's stuff...

Johnvi told me that...

Just stop there, 
It is enough for you already~
Don't let everything become so complicated~


And the important thing is....
Don't fool yourself~

Cheer~

Follow your heart~
Listen to your heart~

I am very sensitive...
Although it is a....
Very simple things can affect my mood...

I can be happy or sad easily...

I would be so because I care...

You know me?

Deserve

 

I think...


I'm thinking that....


If someone that can affect your mood easily~
Maybe that is the one who can end up your single life~

But....
My friend says that I'm the one who so simple n stupid...=_=

Fine then....
The God will bring the right person to me~


I learn a lot of things before the right person~ ~

Watch movie alone
Listen music alone
Lunch alone
Talk alone
Drive alone
Being stupid alone

It is the experience to tell myself...
Before the right one pop out...


You used to be loneliness~

Then you will more treasure the one who beside you~

But...
The sadness is...


There is...
No one will do the same thing that you do to him~

But....
I know there will be someone exception ^^


Because I believe ~

There is someone will bring you joy  ^^
Yup! I hope that I'm right!

I'm single by choice, 

and I will continue to be 

till ...

I meet someone that deserves me.