June

Finally....
Way back to Normal!

No more bullshit puppy love to me~
You!
Out of my mind!!!

Bye Bye long hair~
Bye Bye Puppy Love~

Enjoying my single!

Assignment
not that heavy in Degree~

But a lot of report!
and
my lecturers.....weird!

One of my lecturer wants something different...
Another Lecturer wants something normal...

How to arrange my mind?!

Think two way....
Hard!!!

Marketing!
I hate marketing!

What the hell is that?!
Seems easy but I don't understand how to do the report...

Killing me!!!

Im waiting for the summer trip to Langkawi!

Milk Party! Chocolate Party!

Awww~~~ Some~~~

Like Before

Summer got cold and twisted
It wasn’t quite how I’d wished it
But maybe that’s it, what’s done is done
Been searching in case I missed it
Or evidence it existed
But everything around me says its gone 

I’m shivering with the change of the seasons
And I only wish that things could be

Like before like before, when we were young
Like before like before, what have we become
Like before like before, so distant from
Like before like before, what have we done

Somehow we’ve just outgrown it
Its been a while we’ve both known it
You say its not so, but I can tell
Not ready to be alone yet
Your heart on your sleeve postpones it
But misery’s a look you don’t wear well

I realise there’s no sense in the reasons
But I only wish that things could be 

Like before like before, right at the start
Like before like before, when we had heart
Like before like before, we built this guard
Like before like before, we came apart

Before we gave up on our dreams
Before we learned what lonely means
Before we let the hurt set in
Before our patience wore this thin
Before the fights were tired and old
Before resentment took its hold
Before we started keeping score
Before we needed something more
Before we lost our will to try
Before the moment passed us by
Before we let it slip away
Before we settled for today

Tell

This few weeks...

Many things are bothering me....

I feel stress....

I don't know why... 

Just want someone to accompany me...

when I want you to comfort me

But you wouldn't....

Don't believe what I say...

When I say I'm okay...

It doesn't mean I'm really okay!

A lot of things are not very smooth....

The person I want to see,
No chance to see...

Disappointed....

Seems to have been hit two shots.... 

Do not know what I'm expecting....

Sometimes...

When I feel cold...

The one who hold my hand...
is myself....

It seems to tell me not to expect...
and
This is why I always cry at night....

I always cranky...
because....
I feel very insecure...

Always say I think too much... 

You never tell your me your feeling...

You start not to reply me...
Ignore me...

I don't want to find you anymore... =(

Old Daily

I want to tell you
When you leave me

I thought I have a lot of things to do

But...

Actually...
There is only one thing to do...

Which is...

ACCEPT the fact!

Although it is hard...

But...
I did it perfectly!

Thank you abandoned me


(Daily of 2010 April 3)

Right Choice

This time....
really need to give up....

What I tried to change
What I tried to do

To attract you....

They are nothing....

Now I know that....
You don't even notice me.....

My heart was hurt....

Every time I feel hope....
but.... 
But you'll break my hope suddenly....

I thought I have become accustomed to it....
I thought I can be fine....

Facts have proved that....

Don't worry....
I will be fine =)

I will wait you come back =)

Whatever.Enjoy

Single life

Not that terrible~
I think...

It can be very interesting and fun!

Holiday

Shopping alone

No need to wait anyone

and

Can shop freely~

Breakfast, Lunch or Dinner
Alone...

Finish your food then go la~
No need to sit there doing nothing~
or...
Feel that how lonely you are~

Boring
Online and find some interesting pictures~
Facebook
Find my buddy XD
or...
Find something to eat~

By LRT or KTM
Listen to music~
Enjoy yourself XD

No Trouble at all =D
Single is not that terrible!

Respond

Can't you give me some respond ?!

I want you to give me...
any or just a little respond !!!

I feel that I gonna become weird Jose soon...
Although I know I already weird...

I don't feel want to tell people my feeling...
What I like or What I don't...

Especially the special one...
But I told you all my feeling...

I'm a shy girl...
Don't know why...

I'm CHEEKY...

Argggg...

Maybe I don't want to miss any chance !!!

If not chance...
Please straight away tell me...

Then I can give up...
Not to think about it anymore...

and...
Not gonna...
Bother in your life...

and...

I won't
Miss out the next...