Inexplicable

I'm so stupid...

Finally...

I know it...

Yup...

Sad ah...

What's the point I being sad?

So stupid...

I'm not the lucky one...ever

Always do something stupid...

After that being sad at the dark corner...

Not single...

Well, He is not single...

Which mean no chance already...

Hmm...

Alright...

Perhaps now is not the right time...

Give up...

Stop crush on now...

Yup...

Just try my best...

A piece of lemon for me...

Haha...

Weird...

Wake up

I find out something...
It make my dream broke...?

It is not over-thinking.
It is reality in front of me.

I really take it seriously...
But...

There is a wall blocking him...

It is hard to get into.

I tried...

The result is "FAIL" ?

I have no idea...

Just give up?
or
Keep on?

 

I'm happy for sure...

That

You reply my message =)

and

I'm happy like crazy!

Hahaha~~~ XD

Still in a dream?

Maybe is the time to wake up now...

Weird

We are shaped by our thoughts; 

we become what we think.

When the mind is pure, 

joy follows like a shadow that never leaves.

I'm not angry anymore

I'm not emotion anymore

Why I'm so weird?!

The mind has a thousand eyes. 

And the heart but one; 

Yet the life of a whole life dies When love is done.

Everytimes...

Just 

scream out...

laugh...

Cry out...

sleep...

After that...

Then I will forget the bad things...

So strange and weird... ==

But that's me...

Success is not the key to happiness. 

Happiness is the key to success. 

If you love what you are doing, you will be successful.

Fine~
At least that I'm happy now ==

Buddy John

Yesterday,

It was a terrible day for me...

Half of them cant attend the class...

So cancel the 3dsmax class...

After that contact my buddy John~

So good that he got a ticket for twilight saga: breaking dawn!

and ask me to watch with him...

BECAUSE HIS GIRLFRIEND SUDDENLY BUSY AT THAT DAY!

Fine lo~~~

Don't want to waste it~

and I'm dying to watch it too =D

So disappointed that it is an incomplete movie...

not because it is part 1...

it is because they cut

both of the interesting and important part!

WTF!!!

Johnvi scold suddenly!

hahahaha~~~~

and it make us blur blur~

suddenly the baby born already~~

What happen just now?!

How the baby born?

Why Bella dead?!

Really WTH lo!!!!

Hurt

Nobody can hurt me without my permission.

One pizza...

It can related to my studies?!

Are you CRAZY?!

You wan to eat you can't order it yourself?!

Why always ask me to order?!

I know I'm wrong also...

But you can't talk something like that lo!!!!

I'm not wasting your money

I'm not just play play in my studies

But your words hurt me badly!

What I'm not going to take care you when you are old?!

What you are wasting your money to sponsor me to study?!

Hello! 

I'm serious in my studies！

Not just play play!

Because I don't want to waste your money!

You don't know how stress I am...

When both of you talking about money in front of me...

You don't know what I feel...

You make me worry that izit because of me

Make you so stress...

But what can I do?!

So I study hard for my studies!

Today you really hurt me badly...

You stress?!

I stress also...

I'm not strong enough...

But I have to act that

I'm strong enough to handle my stuff...

I afraid of the stranger...

but I have to force myself to face them...

Did I told you?!

I didn't!

Eventful

 A man who keeps a diary pays, Due toll to many tedious days; 

But life becomes eventful - then, His busy hand forgets the pen. 

Most books, indeed, are records less Of fulness than of emptiness.

If you like a guy

What would you care about?

For me...

What we interested in daily life.

If got same interest, 

we can have non-stop conversation XD

Share the idea...

Design together...

Have a common goal in life.

We can complete it together =)

 

He is rich or poor.
That's not my business =) 

Always show off that your guy how rich?
Is that a relationship?
or just a thing for you to show off?

Simple is happiness for me.

Don't have expensive present, but he is with me.

I will feel very happiness XD

I am easily satisfied! 

Really like a blind fly~ 

Crush on you XD

Crush

 What is love? 

Love is when one person knows all of your secrets... your deepest, darkest, 

most dreadful secrets of which no one else in the world knows... 

and yet in the end, 

that one person does not think any less of you; 

even if the rest of the world does.

Im not confident...

I hate this game...

It make me get lost...

It make me out of control...

I feel 

happiness

sad

touch

I want to know you more...

because I

Crush on you...

But you...=[

10%

I will prepare and some day my chance will come.

Father told me a news ...

The news is about his client's house.

His client is an Indian.

Father is going to made furniture for that client's house.

So ask me want to design that house or not...

If the project RM100K...

I can get 10% for design charge.

which mean I can get RM10K!!!

WoW!!!

Well,
I'm very interested on it!

I can pay the studies fee!

Design and draw some floor plan.

And

Show some pictures and 3D drawings.

It is really a good experience for me!

I can handle a REAL project!

Should I take this project?!

Confusing....

Design's life

 Your Design mind (right brain) 

attends to the melody of life, 

whereas your Sign mind (left brain) 

attends to the notes that compose the melodies. 

And here is the key to natural writing: the melodies must come first.

My design life 
It is very busy and free~

It so contradiction =.=

A designer student's table is very messy!

Not only table...

Actually my room is messy too XP

When final assignment...

I have to do it over night >.<

Because I always do it in last minute...

I will try to improve this bad habit! 

I love to design something colorful...

It make me feel very happy and happiness =]

That's why everything of me are colorful XP

Well,

I'm trying new style now.

Not only colorful 

But 

I will play on the color.

Look at something natural~

It can inspire me to design something!

A paper clip~

I had translate it to a chair~

It is my first chair design~

But not that stable...

Fail~~~

A gear~

My second chair~

It enter Top 40 design in a competition~

I feel so happy~

Sadly,

It can enter Top 18~

Because 

I really want to make it into a real chair...

I know my father can made it for me...

But

The meaning is different for me...

By now,

I'm going to join 

an international's product design competition.

To get more experience!

One of my lecturer told us

You must travel more place

Cafe, Shopping mall, and etc

To feel the place!

To get inspiration!

That's why I always go out "play"

Hahahaha~~~

It is a reason that I can tell my father to go out XP

Design's life is funny and interesting!

Do you feel that also?!

No?!

Change your way to live!!! =]

I need to meet some arc and design friends =]

Anyone?!

LOL~~~

I miss my toy car...

It has gone... 

The Best

Let's enjoy the single life =]

Well~
We have step back to the line of friendship!

It is good for both =]

It is a GOOD news or maybe a BAD news~

Sorry...

I can't accept long distance relationship...
I don't like to stay alone everytime...
It really sad that I can't take his hand once a week...

We are the best best friend now!
We still chat online every night!
We share everything too =]

Happy that he doesn't blame me... =P
But...
I still feel so sorry to him...

Happy that we still a friend!!!

Daren~ I will always like you my dear =]

 

He says...

When he come back to M'sia...(few years after)

If both of us are single in that time...
If the feel still there...


Give him one more chance to chase me again =]

Aww~~~
He want to be so romantic meh!!!

Well~
and I said 

YES, I DO =]

A day

 Whoever said 

money can't buy happiness simply didn't know where to go shopping.

I went to Ts and Sgw for shopping yesterday.

Because I want to refresh my mind

and

I already long time no shop jor!!!!

Here I come!!! =]

Actually I'm going to find what I put in my shop list!

I want a white boyfriend Shirt, Red boyfriend Shirt and polka Shirt.

Very happy that I found them in TS and SgW =]

and

They are VERY CHEAP!!!!

happy happy - ING =D

and

there are 2 things happen when Im shopping in TS and SgW

the First thing is....

some Chinese school student are asking me to take my Hp number!!

huh?! (first sense)

Im 19 pls ( talking in my mind)

and he point the one who want my number

but that ppl keep going far and far~

WTH?! bye~

Then I just continue shop~

Of course

A little happy la~~~~

That day I really wear damn casual 

like the clothes only wear when staying at home one XP

Second thing...

It is happen in SgW!

I think they are selling body care or something like salve~

That women try to promote that salve to me

and she want to put on my hand!

I had been cheating put on this to my hand last time in TS!

It just something ..... disgusting cream!

Well!

I just say No, thanks.

and I keep moving...

but she take my hand!!!

and want to put on this salve!!!!

Im shock!!!

and tell her : Don't touch me!

she get shock too and say : What? Don't touch you?!

I think she get angry~

So I don't want to reply her and then keep moving~

Notice for who do shop in TS and SgW~

Don't let them put that salve on your skin!

if your skin is sensetive it will getting trouble!!!

Because of this salve cause my skin grow some little red dot. 

after that....

I have my dinner at SgW

It is a Taiwanese fast food restaurant.

It have good lighting and I feel good sitting in there.

The taste of food = not bad and it is cheap~

At that time...

I feel lonely...

Yes, I do!!!

Is very lonely when eating alone...

I wish I can have my dinner with my boyfriend....

but...

Fine~ I will keep searching for a new guy!

Then I went to Monorail Station wait for my Aunitie Mandy~

I look at the traffic light...

There was a couple crossing the road....

and the boy hold the girl hand....

Aww~~~So....

Jealous~

It is my dream!

I really hope one day a guy will hold my hand to cross the busy road~

Well~~~

One day~~~ in the future~~~

haiz~~~ Sad la~

When that guy pop out?!

after my auntie Mandy here~

we take the monorail to Station Chow Kit...

But....

So stupid that....

I Drop in Station Bukit nanas!!!

WTH to me?!!!

Fine....I just wait for next monorail to Station Chow kit lo....

and...

it take me....

20mins!!!!!!!!!

 

Failure

Success consists of going from 

failure to failure without loss of enthusiasm

I do sad after I fail in the Semi-final judging...

and 

I told him that I fail and feel hopeless for my future...

He scold me...

You not a child anymore!

Be mature pls!

and tell me 

Do not lose confidence because of a little frustration!  

Failure is the mother of success!

Take it as a training for you future!

Don't give up and be mature!

After that...

I  keep thinking and thinking about what he says

and 

Finally...

I have to become more positive!

Take failure as a training for my future!

Because I'm still a beginner a Fresh people.

Thank you so much!!!!

 I can accept failure, everyone fails at something. 

But I can't accept not trying.

Direct!?

 Why not "Do you have a girlfriend?" Direct "I want to chase you?"

Sometimes really think like that...

But...

Im not that brave...

You maybe will reject me...

I will hurt that much!

Should I try?!

But I lost your hp number...

No hope already...

Maybe 

You have forget me already...

Maybe

You got a girlfriend now...

Maybe 

I shouldn't have a try...

Sorry that

I miss you here...

Crazy night

It was a creazy and excited night with my DEAR sisters =]
I love them very much!

We were going to Room18 in Rawang
to have a farewell party for Jinly.
Jinly and I like crazy girls
keep taking picture in the K room!
Hahahaha~~~

And another 2 of my Lovely sisters
keep singing fast song there~~~
and complaint about
who choose few fast song at the same time?!
and they don't hv air to sing~

hahahah~~~

Not me =P

Jinly and I climb here climb there for
taking different angle of picture!
And we sometimes cover the TV...
And then 2 of my Boss keep complaint again...
hahaha~~~

We sang some funny songs together~~~
I feel so happy with them la~~~

After 3 Hours...
My voice...so sexy!
Wakakakak~~~

Jose and Jinly <3

Funny Yenli

OMG!! My face damn big!

Can't pause it =P

It doesn't look like me....

Jose here =]

Jinly!!!

I will miss you much!!!!

All the best ya!!!!

Love you always <3

5 in 21

Don't be afraid to give your best to what seemingly are small jobs.
Every time you conquer one it makes you that much stronger.
If you do the little jobs well,
the big ones will tend to take care of themselves.

There are 5 projects have to be done in 3 weeks!
This news gonna KILL ME KILL ME!!!

ARCS
RESTAURANT DESIGN
SOX WORLD
3Ds Max Animation
Furniture Competition

I feel damn stress after this "AWESOME" news...

and

Start my house Girl life....

Only go out when got studies~

Every night .... "OT"

with
 

Coffee, Cup noodle, Snack, Ipad, Desktop and Laptop

add 1 more....

MASK~~~~

Girl really need to do facial after OT =.=

Spent the time to think about the concept, idea, Spaces and blablabla~

Keep Doing research....=.=

everyday AutoCAD and 3dsmax

Sienz jor~!!!

Damn it
keep Crashing also =.=

Fine...
Redo and redo.....

Fine...
Error and error....

Those mistake make me no feeling now~

When crash....
Fine lo~ I just redo it lo~
won't get mad anymore~

Cause I don't want to waste the time in being mad there~

Good Practice!
Gonna Thanks AutoCAD and 3Dsmax =D

Hope me luck!

God bless Jose =]