Break

Hope all the sad things can go away from me...
maybe it is a process in my life...

yes...
This is the first time I can feel that what is heart break~

It is pain n pain~
Until hard to breathe...

the thing I can do is...
Stay alone and keep silent~

repeat the same sentences...
I am Cheerful dont be sad Jose....
His decision~
Maybe is good for each other~
Well....
the Curse still follow me....
Yes~
another 42 days~


In those few days...
Im just like person without soul...

But I act like nothing happen...
Keep laughing n focus on studies~

and the worse thing is..
I lost 2 KG in two days~
ya....it is crazy....

Last Saturday~
I  have a date with 2 of my Dearly friends~
I told them all the things happen on me...
they feel surprise...
and say that I am Fool....
Maybe people in this case..
will be fool~

I know we are not match to each other...
but at less I have try to solve it...
I plan everything....
but now all gone~
and....
I throw the thing that I want to gift him last Sat~
It is useless~

I keep lying myself
He is only busy~
then only less sms me....

the thing I confuse is
He likes me or only interested....
Why you told me that you are serious on that time?!
Because the word 'Serious' ...
I also take it serious already....

And I think I got the answer I want~
JinLi told me....
''He is not like you lo~!''

erm....
yes....JinLi is right~
I think I am awake~
Maybe...

and now....
I won't hold my hp all the time already~
I won't worry my hp got battery or not already~

Okie....

Everything back to normal~
Hope so...
Jose is Cheer?!