Impulse

If I tried, you'd make believe
That you believed my lies

 You pick me up when I fall down

It's hard for me to say the things
I want to say sometimes

Thank you for loving me...

Now my guy is in KL...

He just come back for 2 weeks only...

But I don't have the mood to meet him =[

like the normal couple...

My friends ask me...

Why don't I...

No impulse to want to go see him?

Well...

I also don't know...

I think

Maybe I'm not into love yet...=[

Very sad =[

I know I hurt him again...

But he never complain about it...

All I want to do is find a way back into love!

Today...
I watch a clip that about long distance love...



The couple broke up in the end...
 Because of trust and think too much...

 They don't trust each other...
and 
Keep thinking a lot...


Just like me?!


Yes...
I think a lot at night...


Maybe he too good!!!


He is clever, handsome and rich!!!


Feel like 
I do not deserve him...
He should find a better one!
Not me...


Haiz...


Maybe...
We should only stay in friendship not into relationship...


I should think it seriously before get into relationship...=[


We got discuss about the distance problem...
He doesn't mind about it...
But I mind!


I feel like...
I'm couple with the laptop more than you...


Everyday sit infront of the laptop...
Chat chat chat
or 
webcam...


Sometimes 
Laugh like a stupid 
Sitting infront of the laptop...

I don't want this kind of relationship...

Now 
I want to think seriously!


Maybe 
Something end up early 
better than late...


It wouldn't be hurt that much...
Right?!